Migrating.

Im migrating....










To Another Blog! xD

Im now sharing blog with my own gf.. So pls link this..

http://www.whentwoworldsmeet.blogspot.com/

Yes i know its a weird blog name.. i didnt name it.. i prefer words like pro or awesome which best describes me in the title of my blog.. but owell.. she named it.. i duWANA change it.. x) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Might have more updates after SPM. And its true.. I've already updated once since SPM over..

Thats pretty alot.. 1 post in 4 days.. thats like.. NEVER for my blog to be this frequent.. xD

Kk.. will update soon. In that blog. Pls visit and comment more... comments? hehe..

Gtg.. ciao..

Emotions..

Im too emotional now....

Its been YEARS since i last update my God forsaken blog...

SPM. Its gonna end soon. I took 10 subs. 7 down. 3 to go.

3 Final bosses. The Espada's.

I will rise and shine.. like a phoenix.. a never ending cycle of life..

Enough bullshit..

Seriously..

Bio Chem and Physics is too hard. Ridiculous if I may say..x(

Anyway.. the purpose of my update today is not to brag about the hardships of the education im enduring..

I wanna find someone who can share a blog with me. As in blog sharing. We share updates and everything together. So that the blog is always alive. Not like mine.. friggin rusted.

I dont expect anyone to accept me as a blog partner>< to be honest Im quite passive.. But that might be because of the SPM examination.

Those who agreed can pull out anytime you want but you will be managing the designs layouts and everything. So.. You'll be doing everything and I'll just be updating my own usual craps xD

Done. Back to bio. If anyone interested.. you know how to contact me. x) *not like i expect any xD *

Chaw guys.

I sense.. Un-Awesomeness..

Damn it..! I know trials is just around the corner.. actually no it isn't.. its only 3 more days...

And you know what???

Im fucked. =D

Now aint that good news to y'all out there..

I cant believe SPM trials is just around the corner.. and Im sitting here infront of my Com-pu-ter playing games.. surfing the net and readin mangas.. this is bad..

Totally not cool.

Started abit on bio. Which means none at all. You know me. ><

I just can't find the ZIL to study.. lol..

Sorry if i misused the word 'zil'.. zil is the word for passion or semangat isn't it?

Ahh.. my english is going down the hill too..

I wasted a freaking whole week of holiday doing.. nothing.

Therefore making me opting for oblivion when spm comes.

If i get 8as or above for spm... I'll take off my shirt on results day and run around the school with my gangs. ><

Desperate measures need to be taken during desperate times. Just Face it Jing.

You're kinda doomed for trials. Sejarah! Biology!!!!!!!!!!! Physics!! Chemistry!!! HOW THE FUCK TO STUDY ALL THESE?? -.-

Chaw guys. Posting this makes me even gloomier. Wish me goodluck. =x

Ps : Ps : Ps : Ps : Ps : Ps : Ps :

*yeah im miserable*

Life.

I just realised.. Life is not as great as i thought it would be...

The moment i came out of my mum's womb.. I knew its gona be a tough journey ahead..

*its just a metaphor. dont be stupid guys*

But.. recently.. many unpleasant things happened to me.. very unpleasant...

Maybe this few weeks is gona be my unluckiest week for the whole year. Hope it'll stop today.

I just wana say that..

Im sorry.......

I am so sorry... I feel like im going down any second now..

How i wish i could just end all these with a single stroke of death..

But i know it wouldn't solve anything.

I deeply regret it.. I've caused great pain and trouble to my loved ones..

They dont deserve this.

I do.

So im gona shut this blog down.. maybe permanently.. or maybe just for a couple of months until spm is over...

I just wana say this to you my loved ones.. you guys deserve better than this.. If i didnt existed in the first place... non of this would happen. Im a screw up and im a failure. This is what i am. Everybody around me seem to be falling apart or face trouble whenever im with them. I really hope i just dont exist. It'd be better that way.

I know thats an understatement.. but i do hope you will forgive me..

Im so sorry...

So sorry.

Happy...

Im happy.. and sad. =(

Pissed me off.

Someone pissed me off.. Well he did say sorry..

Not that i forgive him or whatever.. its just that on monday he avoided a gang fight..

so yea sometimes by saying sorry saves your life..

Anyway.. i wana dedicate this post to my..

Babie.. Stephanie..

I love you. And i know you love me more than i love you...><

But at least im sure what i feel abt you..

You were there to support and embrace me whenever im in trouble..

Nothing so far can be compared to you.

Je T'aime Ma Cherie.

HoHo... Judgement Day.

When they say Friday the 13th is a bad luck day..

They were wrong.

I thought today was supposed to be the Report Card a.k.a Judgement Day ..

But..

Chill larh.. xD For some reason.. Pn Fauziah didnt complain anything abt my misbehaving in the class and in the school.. ^^v

So.. mou diu.. I survived! Muahahahahahahahahaha!

Anyway.. my ankle is recovering.. very SLOOOOOOOW....

Its already more than a month.. and that friggin thing just wont heal.. FUCK..!

It got worse today when i was having training.. i even injured the other ankle , my left heel and my knee.. !

WhAT THE FUCK! I can barely walk.. sigh...

But this is definitely better than being hurt emotionaly by mum and teachers..

So yeah i'll take this xD

Tata~

P/s : Omfg i updated twice in 2 awesome days!!!!!!! Isnt it awesome???!! This is the firt time..>< =D